Since October 7, 2023, the author has been in a state of mourning, grieving for the young Israeli soldiers lost in the ongoing conflict in the Gaza Strip and the victims of the Supernova festival attack. The piece reflects on the global silence and denial surrounding the events of October 7, expressing frustration at the lack of understanding and empathy from the international community, especially among feminists. The author also highlights the historical connection of Jews to Jerusalem, referencing Doron Spielman's book as evidence of their indigenous roots. The suffering of hostages held by Hamas and the pain endured by their families remain a constant source of anguish for the author.