Levinger, an Israeli reserve soldier, recounts the profound psychological toll of his experiences during the conflict. After being called to fight on October 7, he witnessed horrific scenes at Be'eri and the Nova music festival site, which left him traumatized and unable to return home. The trauma has deeply affected his perception of his family, causing him to imagine his loved ones as victims of the violence he witnessed. Despite seeking help, he feels that current solutions only address symptoms and not the underlying issues, leaving him struggling with ongoing distress and instability.