The writer reflects on their decision to live in Israel, emphasizing that it was not motivated by hardship or dissatisfaction. Instead, the choice stemmed from a sincere desire to evaluate whether building a life in the country where their entire family lives was still possible.
They questioned whether they could truly reintegrate and whether their connection to Israel was deep and lasting. The move became a personal test to determine if their feelings were genuine or simply shaped by the emotional intensity that often accompanies the early stages of immigrant life.

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